Life as it goes

Do you ever wonder why can some people be super careful about avoiding what makes their loved ones sad, while other people are just absolutely horrible at it, coming up with every stupid mistake you could imagine? People are bad.

Today was one of the saddest days of my life, and I cannot imagine that I am saying that. Did you know there are way more ways to lose somebody than a break up? First of all, they will die one day, and that might seem the cruelest way of all, but I do not think it is, because I think growing old is. Imagine they live long and grow so old that they would not recognize you anymore, now that is really cruel. Your loved ones could also travel and settle somewhere else, traveling changes people for good. There is also marriage. It takes your friends away. And there is break ups of course. God damn break ups. I am certainly aware that everything changes. But I really hope I would reach a stage were some things, and some people do not. Amen.

I asked a couple of people the following question today: What do you think is the most interesting or notable thing about me? Here are some of the answers: You are able to structure any problem and build an approach for solving it. You are smart. You love to learn and master things. You are a perfectionist when it comes to work, and you have a critical way of thinking. You pay attention to details. You are smart, and you act correctly when the situation requires someone who should. You are always trying hard. You play fair, you lead good, and you are a kind man of logic. You use your mind to make rational decisions.